after not being in a relationship or even being close enough to someone to consider a relationship for 9 months im honestly terrified to be close to someone again. Every relationship i have been in or have seen the couple starts off amazing and then they stop showing each other that they care about each other. especially now that im talking to someone i could see myself dating, i dont want all the cute things and fun and smiles to go away and i feel like i destined to happen. how do you prevent this from happening? i dont know if i can handle being completely heartbroken again either.
knowing that no matter how hard my day gets or how bad things are i can be happy with knowing that i am a day closer to seeing you <3
im glad that nothing has changed. after getting a new boyfriend and things finally looking up obviously it was all in my head. i found out today that i apparently ruin my sisters life on the reg. and that i take everything from her and pretty much that i am a terrible person and sister. when she is the one who flat out told me that she is fucking done with me and chose her boyfriend over me and everyone else in her life. im the bad guy when im actually nice to people and dont blow them off every chance i get. but obviously i missed the point of that i live in maggies world and that i am never right and that her life must be perfect and if its not its my fault.
And that sums up my day.
Someday you’ll find the right person, and you’ll learn to have a lot more confidence in yourself. That’s what I think. So don’t settle for anything less. In this world, there are things you can only do alone, and things you can only do with somebody else. It’s important to combine the two in just the right amount.
— Haruki Murakami (via writersvineyard)
i do believe i won this round of “best yearbook quote”
4 for you Megan Coco
BEST SPOILER EVER
I CAN’T ANYMORE